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Courage

by Church of Trees

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1.
I couldn’t listen I couldn’t speak I couldn’t feel the undertow beneath my feet I was swept away, I fell in deep But I don’t expect you to believe I wasn’t trying to live a lie It wasn’t all about the steak and kidney pie I have substance, I have feelings But I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me I couldn’t listen I couldn’t speak I couldn’t feel the undertow beneath my feet I was swept away, I fell in deep But I don’t expect you to believe I wasn’t trying to live a lie It wasn’t all about the steak and kidney pie I have substance, I have feelings But I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me
2.
It's with sympathy I tell you Everything must change Packed my guitar and tone Took the Macy Gray Had suspicion for the longest time Things were not quite right Guess this is where I pay In the back room Your bodies tightly pressed In the shadows Drinking his caress I can't be loved Oooh I can't be loved (I Wish that I knew why) I can't be loved (Ahhh ahhhh) I can't be loved No no no In my stark and swollen mind I had to follow you Imagination moved to a darker side If people have the power To manifest their will I not only took the pill I drank the kool-aid In a dark room Your bodies tightly pressed I watch your shadow swallow his caress I can't be loved Oooh I can't be loved (I Wish that I knew why) I can't be loved (Ahhh ahhhh) I can't be loved No no no
3.
Me myself and I by B.R Frazer ©2017 Caught the wave of a roiling sea Sank deep below All that I could see … were dead roses Flew to heights on a lover’s high Came crashing to the ground All that I could hear was “it’s over” I tell myself There will be blue skies (ah, ah , ahhhhh) Convince myself, I’ll be just fine It’s always Me, myself and I, driving alone dear Me, myself, and I Gettin’ high I see myself in time, without a lover If I could be myself then I Might just try … to learn to fly It’s not love that eludes my gaze But the heartache makes it hard to smile at passers by If fate should grant me one last wish Stars align for Cupid's I'll close my eyes; don't catch me crying Drink myself to sleep & dream the good lie (ah, ah , ahhhhh) Wake up to the sound Of si- lence It’s always Me, myself and I, driving alone dear Me, myself, and I, gettin’ high I always see myself in time without a lover If I could be myself then I Might just try … to learn to fly Me, myself and I It’s always me, myself, and I Just me, myself and I don’t know why It’s always Me, myself and I, driving alone dear Me, myself, and I, gettin’ high I always see myself in time without a lover If I could be myself then I Might just try to learn to fly
4.
Boy, I lived in your squalor I lived in your shit and all your places of shame I breathed in your poison swallowed your filth played this ridiculous game Boy, I sat at your table I took your abuse you just spat in my face you stole my data My brand and my blood until I was erased when I resisted you called me criminal but truth ain't your ally not even close, it ain't no friend at all Paralyzed Give me strength to go on Paralyzed Give me the power to stay strong Boy Ok, you've got it all you've got money, power and control Will you lead us away from the brink Before we start to fall Boy Are you wise enough to see the truth as it slaps your face Foolishly you put commerce ahead of the whole human race when we resist you call us criminal but the truth ain't your friend And you've got no friends at all Paralyzed, Paralyzed Paralyzed Give me strength to go on Paralyzed Give me the power to stay strong Paralyzed 10 billion people caught in the fray Paralyzed In the blink of an eye our existence melts away our existence melts away Paralyzed
5.
8 am, another gorgeous day to lose my mind I slip into the fray each day about this time I got a message that the ‘crème’ would like to chat my ass Is this a flashing neon sign? I lost my, I lost my, I lost my Way today I got my, I got my, I got my Pink ticket to burn my life away Oh, Oh, break the news, I got to Oh. Oh, tell the blues, they have to Oh, oh, give Dad his shoes he’ll get a laugh Oh, oh, I lost my, I lost my Gutless little pricks They slit my throat over a skype session you know It just amazes me how little grit they have It left me blinded, dug the funk It ripped me into pieces I can’t begin to say How deep in hell I am I lost my, I lost my, I lost my way today I got my, I got my, I got my Pink ticket to burn my life away Oh, Oh, break the news, I got to Oh. Oh, tell the blues, they have to Oh, oh, give Dad his shoes he’ll get a laugh Oh, oh, I lost my, I lost my Oh, Oh, break the news, I got to Oh. Oh, tell the blues, they have to Oh, oh, give Dad his shoes he’ll get a laugh Oh, oh, I lost my, I lost my Job
6.
Somewhere not that long ago When I felt far too low I gave up on myself Somehow all that I held dear Up and somehow disappeared ‘least that’s how I felt The pieces scattered all around So lost until I found The one thing that kept me breathing Oxygen, you are my oxygen And I can’t feel a thing Unless you’re near me Oxygen, the air that I breathe in You’re the life, the love, and power within me I’ve been erased before Written but crossed out And left believing I was nothing Despondent, feeling neutralized A stain wiped from the table Not worth discussing No power to change my point of view No air to pump me up Cause what I needed, I needed was Oxygen, you are my oxygen And I can’t feel a thing Unless you’re near me Oxygen, the air that I breathe in You’re the life, the love, and power within me Oxygen, you are my oxygen And I can’t feel a thing Unless you’re near me Oxygen, the air that I breathe in You’re the life, the love, and power within me Oxygen
7.
I couldn’t listen I couldn’t speak I couldn’t feel the undertow beneath my feet I was swept away, I fell in deep But I don’t expect you to believe I wasn’t trying to live a lie It wasn’t all about the steak and kidney pie I have substance, I have feelings But I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me I couldn’t listen I couldn’t speak I couldn’t feel the undertow beneath my feet I was swept away, I fell in deep But I don’t expect you to believe I wasn’t trying to live a lie It wasn’t all about the steak and kidney pie I have substance, I have feelings But I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me Progression, progression, progression And I don’t expect you to believe me

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A collection of Church of Trees remixes from Rob Stuart (Slave to the Squarewave), Paragon Cause, and Rob Preuss (Spoons/Honeymoon Suite)

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released May 5, 2023

Album art by Tracy Thomson (IG: @tracythomsonart)

Includes vocals by:
Bernard Frazer
Stella Panacci
Jill Kleef
Allison Stanton
Tara Hope
Krista Hartman

Songs originally on the following Church of Trees albums:
The Dark & The Light
New Bold Dawn
PAUSE
Pish Posh

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Church of Trees Ottawa, Ontario

Church of Trees (CoT) is a Canadian synthpop band that hails from Canada's capital city, Ottawa.

The band has recorded and performed with legendary vocalist, Carole Pope (Rough Trade), keyboardist/music director Rob Preuss (Spoons, Honeymoon Suite), and has worked exclusively with Blinker the Star wunderkind, Jordon Zadorozny on all their albums, EP, and singles.
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